And sometimes it hurts.
I am going to kill myself in 90 days. What else should i say? This blog is not a cry for help or even to get attention. It’s simply a public record of my last 90 days in existence. I’m not depressed and nothing extremely horrible has lead me to this decision. But, does it really have to? I mean, as an atheist I feel life has no greater purpose. My generation has had no great depression, no great war and our biggest obstacle is beating Halo 3. So, if I feel like saying “game over”, why can’t I? Anyway, I hope you enjoy my thoughts as the clock runs out. Also, if blogspot takes this down before i’m gone just go to www.90dayjane.com. Please don’t attempt to “help” me. If you want to truly help, please send me ideas on how to do the deed.
90 Day Jane
Sorry, but this has beaten me down. Many times I had those same feelings and thoughts. Jane, if you can read this, you’re so brave… I know it is pretty politically incorrect, but it’s what I feel about that.
Yes, I believe this is not a fake. And even if it was, there is a truth under it that cries up to be heard: some of us look at the world through a different color glass and find almost nothing good to put an eye on, some of us neither understand social and traditional manners nor like them and some of us wonder how the hell we ended here.
That’s all. Keep moving. Nothing to see here.
